the past week has made me realized so many things. Helping my bestfriends & their relationship has finally made me realize that fighting for what you want & never giving up is going to end up being an amazing feeling.

as i sit here & realize that i let the love of my life go right through my fingers tips without me fighting for him back. I can’t change anything now. but i still love the kid to death. Wishing things were back to normal when it was the beginning of our relationship but also thinking what he wants & making sure he is happy… puts me in a better stage. I just wish there was us again. But i realized letting him be happy will make me happy in the long run.